Downtown

Liverpool City Centre is a bustling part of the city filled with energy, positivity and charm.

I used to commute everyday from St Domingo Vale to the City Centre (way back in 2014-15), it used to be roughly 20-25 minutes depending on traffic. Just to mention and this is specifically for my football aficionados – our apartment in St Domingo Vale was the street just opposite to ‘The Anfield Football Club’, so basically they were our illustrious neighbours 😊.

The city centre in itself is a place where you feel refreshed and contented. Weekends obviously stirs up with lots of people, shops open and plenty of restaurants to devour your taste buds. The Liverpool Dock is very close by, overseeing the Mersey river. In fact, I could see the Mersey river from my office (we were in the 4th or 5th floor, I guess), which is certainly one of the most endearing sights ever.

Anfield Football Club (AFC)
St Domingo Vale
Liverpool Waterfront

Changing Landscapes

I wasn’t raised in this part of Calcutta but many years later, I lived in Newtown for few years as it was very close to my workplace, commuting from South Calcutta would be a pain, especially during peak hours. But obviously, the quintessential ‘Calcutta’ vibe was missing. I realised how far the city has spread across and yet, it is though still the same city that made me.

But that never stopped me from travelling to the original parts of the city. I lived and worked in Newtown but you could frequently find me in the hotspots of Calcutta city. Be it Ballygunge, Southern Avenue or New Alipore in the South; Baghbazar, Central Avenue or Dalhousie towards the North. These places are laden with imprints of my childhood.

A never ending romance with the ‘City of Joy’.

Run for a Cause

Fitness is a journey, not a destination.

Thank you, TCS!

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The 5K Finisher 👏
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City of Dreams

London is just like any other metropolis, I find it very similar to Mumbai or Calcutta or Chennai. Always buzzing with people, every corner of the city is awake 24/7, cultural diversity runs through the DNA of the city landscape and the city appears to be as much yours as anybody else’s.

I have visited London umpteen times, with friends and family. We aware never to come back as we feel we have seen enough of London and at times, also found it spectacularly overrated. Yet, we are back every time. It looks like the inevitable, doesn’t matter what we think, but there is something in this city that brings you back. Charm, vibes.. call it whatever you want. But when London calls, you just go.

Traditions of Life

A culture is a manifestation of self. I can vouch for this statement when I look around and see how festivities unfold.

Brightness is a symbol of optimism and hope. It is a beginning of the trust we have in fate, destiny or whatever is already written but not visible to us.

Thus begins the journey to believe that all will be well or at least reasonably acceptable for us to justify the written.

So what this does is – negates the degree of disappointment through a shield that guards your failures. Moreover, hope is meant to disguise your pain and recreate a path for survival.

How many of us have felt this way?

Irrfan – Remembering the Performer..

Perhaps the most unique find in the field of Cinema in the last 25-30 years. Gifted and natural, Irrfan Khan was one of those actors who defied the qualities that goes in to the making of a superstar.

Ordinary face (not conventional), bulging eyes, tall but not a domineering presence, no six packs nor does he have the ability to woo women with dimples on his cheek.

Yet, when you watch Irrfan Khan performing, it still gives you the goosebumps. The intensity, the panache and the voice that resonates with an oomph and delivers a punch so strong that it will linger long enough within us to admire and cherish his talent.

I was totally in awe of him in and as ‘Maqbool’, he was again brilliant in and as ‘Paan Singh Tomar’, was effortlessly cool in ‘Piku’ and blemish less in ‘The Namesake’. Though he played a cameo in ‘Haider’, he went on to immortalise ‘Roohdaar’. And how can we forget his exploits as a recluse in ‘The Lunchbox’? He was an actor who could make us cry and laugh in the same space.

His voice was a dynamite. No baritone but it was so powerfully laced that you get addicted to it. An example is the film ‘Gunday’, and the only thing I remember about that film was that he rendered his voice for the narrative and by miles, his voice was the only saving grace of that film. Another film where he dazzled as a performer was ‘Puzzle’. He was phenomenal in the epic drama, ‘Qissa’. He could deliver such sensitive and dark emotions with aplomb. His sincerity and conviction towards those iconic characters were so unbelievably contagious and restrained.

Seldom do such actors come, create an impact which lasts for a lifetime and then move on to a greater endeavour.

Irrfan, Cinema misses you.

In search of the enigmatic ‘Love’

You start wondering if it’s others or it’s just you. The inevitable you who is so stuck to its place of venom that the inside refuses to wander around in search of sanity. Clearly, there is hope. When, How, Where. That’s the question to ask.

If you stay in a place long enough to understand that you are replaceable, then you are on the right track. You don’t lie to yourself, that’s the thumb rule. There is no love here, it’s just plain, fucking business.

When you love someone, you also hate that person for not missing you. Not texting you. Not calling you. Not letting them see you. In person. Audio calls are so hypothetically designed, you don’t really know if it’s you they are talking to.

Love is not all mental and not all physical. (they co-exist). I am a 21st century alpha male, strongly believe in intimacy, proximity and foreplay. It’s not lust, it’s just love in display without fear. Not organic, but certainly real, original. All me.

Love has nothing to do with marriage, quite the opposite actually. Love might not always lead to Marriage and vice versa. But both do exist individually, and regain their own importance. There is no right time for love, to make love. Really.

Not digressing. But the real question is – will she ever say yes? Sorry, forgot to mention. Lots of love.

Miss you. Can I say that? Of course I can. Have not spoken to you properly for ages. Have not seen you for god knows how many hours now. Perhaps, few days, many hours, millions of micro mini seconds… wait.. what am I saying? This is not my love log-book.

Life is running on similar lines too. I am missing the keynotes in my life. Beautiful it is, thankful for all the glorious moments so far. Yet a lot to look forward to. Lot to come. Love always comes around.

Love notes. Closed. For Now.

The Wonders of North-East

Tucked away in a corner of the North East, Kaziranga National Park is a gem. The forest is massive in magnitude – spread across, sometimes dense and sometimes so open that for few seconds you feel like you are in the nowhere. A UNESCO World Heritage Site, it does at times awe you for its sheer size, not much in terms of the inhabitants (you could say we were a tad unlucky). But we were fortunate to witness the flagship animal of Kaziranga – the one horned Rhino. Majestically poised, it gave us the much needed views to bolster our confidence (we ended up doing 4 Jeep safaris in a span of 2 days). Some migratory birds, elephants and endangered deers (including the Barasingha) enthralled us with their presence but the Rhinos were just class apart. Yes, no Tigers. Despite being a Tiger Reserve, we were not fortunate enough to even sight one of them. There were rumours, and there was a buzz for a while but eventually faded away and I lost hope. But never mind, Corbett and Ranthambore in my agenda will follow suit. For now, I would allow myself some time to bask in the aura of Kaziranga.

One Horned Rhino @Kaziranga
The looks @Kaziranga
Relaxed @Kaziranga
Visual Epic @Kaziranga

Shillong lives up to its reputation of possessing its nickname – ‘Scotland of the East’. I can most certainly vouch for it since I have lived in Scotland for 2 years, so you now know it’s genuinely true. Beautiful landscapes, gorgeous waterfalls and cloud-laden mountains – as enchanting as it comes! A small town which also happens to be the capital of Meghalaya, is a testimony to the saying – small things are packaged well. Indeed, the hilly, cuddling town is very cozy and an ideal destination away from the hustle and bustle of the urban jungles we are bestowed with. Absolute saviour!

Elephant Falls @Shillong
Sweet Falls @Shillong
Museum @Shillong
The Clouds @Shillong
Shillong from View Point
Cathedral @Shillong

Kamakhya temple in Guwahati was divine and worth the wait though we were very disappointed with the way the administration was run, or rather the lack of it. Spectacularly mismanaged and ridiculously disorganised, it’s a shame that corruption and bureaucracy has creeped in our places of worship. On the contrary, the Brahmaputra river cruise was well arranged with luxury seating and cuisine on the background of the magnificent Brahmaputra river was a blessing to our sore eyes. It was a wee bit cloudy on that particular day but nevertheless the sunset was inevitably enjoyable and a peaceful sojourn.

Kamakhya Temple @Guwahati
Kamakhya Temple @Kaziranga
Sunset Cruise @Brahmaputra River, Guwahati
Port @Brahmaputra River
Brahmaputra River
Sunset @Brahmaputra River

Ah! Those Peaks!

Kyle
Skye

Yes, the visit to the Isle of Skye a couple of years was as enchanting as they come.

Those snow laden mountains, the never ending landscape that refuses to disappear and the collage of the magnificent towns that remain engulfed in the purity of Mother Nature!

What a lovely throwback! Thank you for the moments.

Waves of Life

Every time I look at them, the innocence and the arrogance culminating in the same frame stuns you. It comes, goes back, comes again with rejuvenated strength and then disappears before emerging again. Every time, it comes back – a bit more stronger, with more conviction but very fragile at the same time. Anything built around its confidence is destroyed, though can be reshaped again.

That leaves us with a strong predicament. We, as human beings are invincible and vulnerable in bubbles. One comes, stays. The other one might come with it or make a separate entrance. One might stay a bit longer, the other one might stay forever (depends on how you are made).

Do I wait for the bubble to explode or am I the ‘Bubble’ in itself that needs introspection?

Food for thought.

Animal – Vengeance Reloaded

I could derive a few meaningful lessons from Sandeep Reddy Vanga’s ‘Animal’. Yes, amidst all the criticism despite blockbuster Box Office numbers, I decided to watch the movie, exempt from certain prejudices and expectations.

First things first. ‘Animal’, ‘Kabir Singh’ and ‘Arjun Reddy’ are not the first films in Indian Cinema to depict and propel misogyny, male chauvinism and submissive women (though I don’t think women are shown as meek creatures in ‘Animal’, in fact quite the opposite but I will come back to that piece in a while). In the last 40-50 years, in both Indian and World Cinema, such characters have been depicted, celebrated and have attained a cult status over the years. So why all the fuss now? I think we as an audience and critic, have become closed and saturated, and very conveniently come out of it when it pleases us. Which is quite frankly and evidently, double standards and is not fair.

I have watched ‘Animal’ very closely – as a commercial audience and as a critic who has an inseparable connection with parallel cinema. ‘Animal’ is definitely not the best in it’s genre, in fact it is quite far from it. It has numerous flaws – excessive, unwanted violence and gore, the typical ‘you kill me- I kill you’ formula and the obsessively dangerous, vulnerable and ignited characters (including the protagonist) who only know to shed, chew and drink blood. But, I also see some sheen in the soul of those characters (does draw the similarity from ‘Kabir Singh’).

The strongest alibi of ‘Animal’ is the relationship between father and son. And it is also the weakest. Yet, I saw a very strong message from the director and that is where I believe my perspective stands out. The fragile and a combustible relationship is so ferociously depicted that it is almost perfect and then almost immediately imperfect. At times, you feel sorry for the son who pleads, begs and kills to earn his father’s unconditional love and trust. But for me, it does raise the most sensitive subject in an implicit and loud lanaguage – Poor Parenting. For me, that’s the greatest lesson from ‘Animal’. Outside, it is all painted in red and flashes the quintessential Bollywood masala film with ‘Guns and Gore’. But inside, I found little flavours of good cinema. Just a little bit.

‘Animal’ draws references from many classics (Indian and World Cinema), especially to showcase violence. Scarface, Reservoir Dogs, Oldboy, Kill Bill, Gangs of Wasseypur.. to name a few. But these films were ahead of their times in terms of treatment and the plot, and were more aesthetically shot with better scripts and screenplay that justified their run time. The problem with ‘Animal’ is that it’s violence (mostly, unwantedly explicit and confused) almost overshadows the brilliant and effortless performances of Ranbir Kapoor and Bobby Deol (perhaps the most dangerous cameo ever in recent past).

Now. touching upon the topic of Women integrity. I thought the women were very strongly built characters in ‘Animal’. Yes, they do look very weak in front of their monster husbands but only a woman of grit and strong character can manage to sleep in the same bed with such men. And the scene where the protagonist’s wife retaliates when her parents imply that she should leave him for good, leaves a lasting impression. That kind of defines how the women in ‘Animal’ are made of – despite the flaws in her man, she also acknowledges the fact that he was there for her when no one else was. A woman doesn’t need to adopt violence to show that she is strong and competent, she holds her own against the mighty men, flaunting integrity and self respect. I was surprised to see Twitter over flowing with emotions and hatred – I am sure we all have seen similar sequences in numerous classics over the years, so not sure what triggered the sudden outpouring for Women empowerment and the backlash the film received. Let me also remind all the critics and other film experts – though I strongly believe that Cinema is a powerful medium of art and propagation, it has always been a potboiler of exaggeration and over dramatism – this is so much applicable for commercial cinema. Just that some filmmakers are well nuanced and have a more subtle way of describing messages, some are not. But let’s not get overtly carried away with such swaying sentiments. If Cinema could change everything, we would be living in a much better place today. Cinema is an opinion, not a verdict delivered by law.

‘Animal’ is an entertaining film and let’s leave it there. It is not for everyone and it is not a special film either. But it is certainly watchable in parts for those soulful moments and a powerhouse called ‘Ranbir Kapoor’.

Welcome 2024 ~ Cheers to a year of hopes 🍺❤️🙏

2023 – I won’t mince words, it was a disappointing year for us. But as we close in, it all seems forgotten and worth it (arguably!).

But, valuable lessons learnt and I am back with the energy and enthusiasm that I am usually known for. I have learnt to manage my own expectations, underplay overwhelming ambitions and believe in God. Plans can and will fail, but its important to stay focussed and prepare well, prepare early. I am trying to learn and unlearn from the experiences that shook me in 2023, and the ones that made me stand tall despite downfalls and failures.

2023 was an eventful year, no doubt about it. But it was also drama unlimited, swaying emotions, plethora of disappointments laden with high octane hopes and witnessing those inimitable moments getting derailed by the twist of time. We learnt to remain grounded, patient and yet remain alive with our hopes and dreams.

I am a traveller and my family is my biggest strength – that has obviously surfaced as we kept up with our tradition to explore and keep ourselves rejuvenated.

I am not down, and am back with all the vigour that’s required to scale up and stay relevant.